Friday, March 7, 2014

35 Weeks

How far along?  34 weeks and 5 days
 Total weight gain/loss: 23.5 gained
Maternity clothes?
Maternity jeans and yoga pants. Still wearing some non-maternity tops but they are getting short
Stretch marks? No
Sleep: Good. Except for the getting up to pee.

 Best moment this week:  As selfish as this is, finding out Im not gaining too much weight and I might be able to make it to my "under 30" goal. Besides that all the showers and friends that have come to town recently and of course GETTING OUR CRIB on monday.
 Have you told family and friends: Yup!
Miss Anything?  Sometimes breathing is hard.
Movement: ALL THE TIME

 Food cravings: Still like sweets a little too much but that is curbing.
 Anything making you queasy or sick: No
Have you started to show yet:  Oh yeah!

 Gender prediction:  GIRL!

  Labor Signs: No but do have braxton hicks
Belly Button in or out? Its flatening
Wedding rings on or off? On (and still loose)
Happy or Moody most of the time: Happy!
Looking forward to: These last couple weeks of it just being Eric and I. I know its a special time and I want to take advantage of that time. I know we just have a few weeks left of this :)

Friday, February 28, 2014

One Year Later

One year ago today I went into the hospital for my D&C. I'll never forget that day (although, life would be easier if I did). It changed me as a person and what I know about life but most of all, its made me stronger.

On Thursday (2/26) I remembered at about 5pm that this was the day one year ago I went to the doctor and didn't see a heartbeat. The sadness for that moment was temporary though, as I looked down at my very large belly.

Its crazy where a year will take you. A year ago I knew I'd probably be pregnant again by this point. I had no idea all that it would entail, the bloodwork, the accupunture, the desperation. I know in the grand scheme of things we are lucky. It takes some people much much longer. I also know its made me appreciate things more.  Pregnancy has never become a pain for me, more a gift that I was given and trying to take the best possible care of.

I have about 6 weeks left until our little girl is here. I am so excited to meet her, to hold her and to know that my body was capable of nourishing such a beautiful little thing.