So, I've made it to the second trimester. We've told family and friends and seen the little bean three times now. The last time we went I was around 11.5 weeks. We saw the baby kicking and moving around. Everything looked great.
But now, the throwing up has stopped and a cold has set in. I don't really know how I am supposed to feel and have had a constant worry that maybe something could be wrong. As much as I want to I still don't trust my body. I've actually lost weight in the past few weeks and I worry my bump isn't big enough. I'm starting to worry about every ache and pain (like a light cramp I having now).
Now that we've told so many people it's become more real, making the worry even more. Although I've told some more people, I freak out about putting it on facebook or letting too many know. We go back to the doctor a week from Tuesday and I am pretty much counting the hours until we get to hear the heartbeat again. I can't wait to have a sizable bump and be able to feel the baby move. I don't want to wish away the pregnancy but I'm ready to feel more and know everyday that things are okay.
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